I went out shopping today for four hours, and the whole mallwas it packed.
By the time I got home, I was so tired.
I spent basically all my gift card money on not very many things.
But I'm glad that I actually bought something.

Christmas was good this year; better than last. I got a book on the history of the black dress, a jewelry hanger, make-up, and tons of gift cards. I might have left something out in that list but I was happy. The best was the new iLife '08 I got from my dad. I had wanted iWeb for a long time & it only came with iLife.

I had a pretty good time.

This weekend will be long and boring preparing for winter vacation. There's a ton of stuff I have to do before school lets out on Friday. I have to clean my room, do schoolwork and other shit, so I won't be able to hang out with anyone, unless I get finished early, though I know that won't happen.

I really wish I had a cell phone because I need someone to call when I feel lonely upstairs sitting up in my room. It sucks being broke... and I wish I was sixteen, that way I could apply for a job.

Then I'd be fine. Haha.

This week I've been a little more outgoing than usual.
It's rather nice, actually.

Yesterday was amazing.
Today was amazing.

I'm finally off my medication; it was making me feel shitty everyday.
&I'm enjoying life, finally.

It's starting to feel more like Christmas here in Indiana.
And yet I have no idea what I am doing for Christmas, there was talk about going down south and meeting up with family there, but I highly doubt that I will be going in the first place. I don't enjoy spending time with relatives as it is, and doing nothing but sitting around will be boring. It will be another Christmas spent alone, I wish someone would come stay with me for the Holidays. I seriously could careless about presents.

Currently, I haven't been making progress on anything. I've been sitting here at home almost every weekend, doing just about nothing. I constantly forget to call people. I set my mind on what I'm not doing right and what I haven't been doing right for so long now, I'm not even sure I'm heading in the right direction in all this. It's all just confusing. I don't know if there are answers.